Where am I?
I’m at the tail end of my iSearch
journey. I’ve wrapped up my interviews and am confident in the support I’ve
gotten from my sources. I’m feeling better about my career choice despite the
harsh realities that present themselves as I edge closer to the finish line. Throughout
the iSearch process, and throughout my entire teacher preparation, I have
encountered many different voices in the conversations about teaching and about
teaching writing.
There
are those voices that lament the current state of education, that focus on all
the obstacles present in the way of reaching students, and that paint a bleak
portrait for the future of teaching. Those same voices denounce the Common
Core, claiming it restricts creativity, and some say there’s no longer time for
creativity because of all the test preparation.
Contrasted
against those are the voices who remain optimistic for the future of my chosen
trade. Despite all the naysayers, these positive voices still hold weight in
the conversation. They still find successes in pushing for creativity in
schools, finding room within the Common Core for fun and engaging instruction,
and taking some time away from test prep to teach about what it means to be
human.
There
are, of course, many more voices along spectrum, ranging from, “Give up now, it’s
utterly hopeless,” to, “I’ll take an extra scoop of sunshine in my coffee, please!”
As this semester and this project come to a close, I find myself on the
positive side of a moderate middle. The challenges are becoming clearer, but my
“teacher toolbox” is now better equipped to tackle the job. When I entered
FSEHD, my toolbox only had a few mismatched nuts and bolts from the English
Department, an old hammer from high school, and a rusty adjustable wrench that
I picked up somewhere along the way. Now my toolbox has a shiny new ratchet set
with standard AND metric sockets, courtesy of FSEHD. There are even some fancy
unopened power tools in there that I’m not entirely how to use yet, with names
like Kraus and Collins and Milano on the packaging.
What do I know now?
First,
and foremost, I know a lot more about Creative Writing and how I can and will
implement it within my ELA classroom. I also know more about the history of
Creative Writing within in the American high school and how it has evolved
since the 1930s. As the practice of teaching young writers how to generate
prose has developed, so has the criticism of that practice. As the world
changes, writers change; and as the methods and content change, so do the
discussions.
I’ve
read a range of articles where the values and implications of Creative Writing
are evaluated. Some extoll the virtues of Creative Writing as it has “the
ability to connect people, to put us in another’s skin, to teach us what it
means to be human” (Mendelman 3). Others denounce Creative Writing as it exists
within the high school curriculum, claiming it’s “not the proper fare for
gifted students on any level above the junior high school” because it allegedly
strays too far from “analysis and evaluation” (Keables 357). There are also
those troubled by the notion of the ELA teacher “in the role of ‘First
Responder’” as ongoing issues of violence in Creative Writing generate continuous
controversy.
The two
most important things I know now are the benefits of incorporating Creative
Writing as a means for teaching writing and my “Golden Nugget” find. My
research has shown me how Creative Writing isn’t a fun, playtime activity, but
a legitimate skill that requires serious effort. There are many different ways
to prompt students to write creatively, and many ways to tie that writing into
developing other skills. For example, the skills required for assembling a
coherent, well-developed and original short story are similar to the skills
required for drafting an analytical or informational essay. The parallels
between creative and formal academic writing show the merit of teaching
Creative Writing.
What
ties all these parallels together is my “Golden Nugget.” In one of the articles
I came across in my research, “Creating Possibilities: Embedding Research into
Creative Writing,” English teacher Jason Wirtz writes about a hybrid research
paper assignment he designed. This concept of bridging the gap between
informational and creative writing is my “Golden Nugget.” I think it’s an
excellent idea, and I’m already trying to come up with ways to use it in my
classroom one day.
What surprises me? What frustrates me?
In my
teacher interviews, I was most surprised (and also frustrated) by how
influenced their classrooms are by PARCC testing. The teachers I interviewed
commented on how creativity is the first thing that gets cut when students aren’t
passing the PARCC exam. The focus on analytical and informational texts, plus
the high-stakes accountability, forces teachers to “teach to the test.” There’s
definitely a palpable air of animosity towards this latest iteration of
standardized testing.
What’s
more is how new this testing is. PARCC only started being implemented in
schools this year, so teachers and students need to adapt quickly to meet the
demands of this latest change. Ms. Roye, one of my interviewees, used the
metaphor of a swinging pendulum to describe how districts change their focus so
often that as soon as you catch up on the new initiative, they swing in a
different direction. What was most surprising about the new PARCC exams is how
much time is spent on just learning HOW to take the computerized test. North
Kingstown students, for example, take three days to learn how to use the
computer, wasting a chunk of already limited time.
What ideas and/or questions are still lingering?
~ Are we always going to have to cope with the demands of
high-stakes accountability testing?
~How long before the next educational act is passed and they
line up new hoops to jump through?
~How can I find the balance between covering content and
making my class engaging and fun?
What conclusions can I make as a researcher at this point?
Most of
my conclusions are laid-out in my answer to what I know now. Still, the most
significant conclusions drawn are the connections between Creative Writing and
teaching writing.
What complexities do I need to live with for now?
~ One of my interviewees had a family emergency during our
planned interview time, and we were unable to reschedule. I would have liked to
get an additional perspective, but I’ll have to do with my current sources.
~ The political environment I’m entering into will likely be
as complex and convoluted as it is now, and there’s nothing I can do at this
time to change it.
~There will always be tests to prepare students for and
district curriculums and initiatives to build my lessons around.